“Mystwalker”
Leaves
rustled, and nameless footfalls echoed in the evening mist.
“I
know you’re out there.”
The
footsteps stopped.
“You’d might as well show y’rself.” Auryn wrapped thick fingers around the
iron-handled axe tucked into his belt.
He held his breath and listened to the silence.
The
wind moved, and the shadows of leaves danced in the glow of the setting
sun. Unmoving sunbeams glared
through the dense fog.
Auryn’s voice quavered with more than age. “What do you want with me? I am nothing. I have nothing of value.” He took a step, and dried leaves
crackled beneath his goatskin boots.
The
silence spoke of cold and ending and the coming night, and nothing more.
Auryn
drew his axe, gripping it in a brutish hand that had long since stopped pining
for the strength of youth. His nose
sifted the breeze for traces of a soul long awaited, a presence he felt in his
aging bones.
A
voice drifted through the fog: a sexless, inhuman whisper, a ripple in the
wind. “Auryn
Mystwalker.”
His
gray eyes narrowed, creasing his weathered brow. “Aye, yes. No other.” He waited. Dried leaves, moistened with evening
dew, fell from the trees when the wind blew. “I am a landless teller of old
stories and an herb seller. Unless
you want an herb or a story, you have no business with me.”
The
silence stretched. The wind
whistled softly. The sunlit glow in
the mist faded and the fog became an expanse of shadow. Twilight drew near and the air turned
colder.
Auryn
mumbled, his words buried in thick whiskers that had once
been red as the setting sun.
“So you’ve come at last, and you’re not here for my
herbs. Take a story, then.”
He
sat to await the footsteps, and pulled around him the yak-hide cloak that his
wife once wore. His fingers curled
into the cloak’s long, course hair, and he tucked the axe beneath its
folds.
To
the trees and the fog and the owner of the nameless
footsteps, Auryn spoke.
“Do
you know the story of the winter cat?
It is a sad story. Not long
ago, in days much like these, there lived a cat with silken white fur and eyes
blue as the glacier. She alone
survived a litter of kittens, and her parents loved her more than the light of
the sun. As the winter cat grew old
enough to hunt, her parents realized she was not like other cats, for she had a
heart full of passion, and was cruel in her way, and guileful.
“She
disdained her family, though they were not evil folk, and spurned the company
of other cats. The winter cat went
into the woods beyond Mount
Hyllard, not too far from
my own village, where she built for herself a house of wood and dust. There she lived in moonlit silence, but
soon found that it was not mere silence she craved, but the silence of
death.”
Auryn
breathed, long and slow, and heard nothing but his own heartbeat and a hint of
the northern breeze.
“So,
as cats are wont to do, the winter cat went into the woods on silent paws, her
nose and ears twitching, until she caught the sound of a mouse among the
leaves. She crept nearer to it,
ever so quietly, until the small mouse’s heart felt death approaching
like an iceberg through the fog.
Then the cat leapt. The
mouse had its mortal moment, its last breath, then
there was silence. The winter cat savored
the quiet, the perfect calm after the gasp and the heartbeat cease,
but—” a twig snapped, somewhere to the right, and Auryn closed his
eyes, “—but the cat was not sated. She craved the silence of all vermin,
then the silence of the birds, then her fellow cats, then all the Earth. As she grew in strength and displeasure,
there came a time when only frozen, moonlit nights brought solace to the cat.
“During
the snowy months, in a world of white silence, the cat sang dirges and wrote
epics where the hero dies. Her
heart was beautiful and pure, for it dwelt in a world alone with the wind and
moon and earth.”
Beneath
the yak-hide cloak, Auryn twisted until his weight rested on his goatskin
boots. The axe handle was a comfort
to his knotted fingers. Night had
fallen. The breeze grew crisp, and
he smelled another presence in the fog.
Not a man, not quite.
“I
know you, Katya. I know your
story—you cann’a sneak up on a storyteller. And I was never a quiet one—I
taint your silence, so you might as well show yourself and kill me if you
must.”
A
growl, a hiss, not far away, drifted through the wind and shadows. “You annoy me, old man.”
“We
are different spirits, Katya. Your
arts are pure—mine are for and from the hill folk, while yours are from
the moon and for yourself alone. My
stories must seem obscene to you, trite as your father’s foolish pride or
your dead mother’s love.”
Emerging
from the night forest, the hint of a slender figure appeared through the
fog. “How did you know I
would kill you tonight, Auryn Mystwalker?”
“You
must settle with me. It is written in both our stories. I knew you would come, eventually, while
I walked in the mist—the fog is the bridge between your world and
mine.”
The
breeze died for a moment, and the soft voice of Katya became clearer. Her voice.
“And
you come here always, Mystwalker, to pick your herbs and to wait for
me.” She stepped forward,
soundlessly. Through the veil of mist,
Auryn made out her jagged white hair.
She wore a sheath of rabbit pelts around her body, but her pale feet and
hands lay naked to the chill.
Though the gloom still shrouded her face, Auryn remembered her blue
almond eyes, her fair, sharp features that were so gentle in her childhood when
her hair was red like his own.
She
halted. “You wear my
mother’s cloak.”
He
nodded, slowly. “I made it
for her, from our last yak. It
keeps me warm in her absence.”
“It
should have died with her.”
Auryn
the Mystwalker swallowed, and his voice shook. “She tried to love you. She was afraid, but she did try, up
until her last strangled breath.
Even then, I kept trying.
But you ran.”
“Yes. I went home to the forest and the night,
away from you.”
“And away from her blood. So now I wear her cloak.
You left me little else.”
The
wind whistled in the trees. Dried
leaves rustled and fell and their sounds nearly overshadowed her whisper. “It took her blood for you to know
me, to tell my story rightly—to admit that I am not like my father. Finally your soul hates mine, just as
mine hates yours.”
“No, daughter. A
storyteller understands too much.
He cannot hate—”
She
shrieked. The fog parted and Auryn
caught a glimpse of her delicate features, beautiful features, torn with the
rage of the wronged, and her dark, lurid eyes deadlier than black iron. He sprang up, but his aged knees gave
way. He felt her fingers under his
beard, at his throat, like claws, like talons of steel tearing ruts in the
flesh. He fell back, twisted away,
grabbed at her with one heavy hand and failed but the next hand lashed out and
the iron handle heaved as something soft gave way beneath the axe head.
A
cry blossomed in the mist and all silence fled before it. The sound rocked the trees and crashed
over the hills, and Auryn’s skull rang with fear. His throat cracked from the force but
the howl continued, distantly, as his daughter’s body sank to the earth
like a falling feather.
Auryn’s cry faded when his breath ran dry, but the pain hung in
the gloom.
The
girl’s body convulsed and she gasped once, weakly, and silence flooded
the forest again. Stillness reigned
for a long moment. The moon moved
in the sky. The north wind sighed.
Even
as tears froze in his whiskers, Auryn the Mystwalker tugged her bloodstained
sheath of rabbit pelts tightly about his body, beneath the yak-hide cloak.
The
sounds of his footfalls echoed as his form melted into the mist.