The night sky
will get boring after ninety-eight years of nothing but.
Still, the top
was down on my black Austin, and I was leaning back calmly in the seat, dark
glasses on and seatbelt still not used. It had been a sure heist to get this
car. Of course I was a perfectly good driver – even one of the best, but I
wasn’t registered to have a licence, and that was partly because I very closely
resembled a seventeen year old girl. In some countries I could legally drive,
but in others I couldn’t. And when I got the car I just so happened to be in
one of the latter places. And most licence tests were done during the day. A
bit of an inconvenience on my behalf.
I had
travelled a lot since then. Well, there wasn’t much choice. I couldn’t very
well stay in Australia for the rest of my life. Besides, my family had been
torn apart, and there was no point in going back. They were the past, and when
my life had changed my past was left behind.
I glanced at
my hands loosely gripping the wheel. They were nice hands, one might say. Lean,
artistic. Nice nails, not too long, not too short. Those nails looked as though
they were coated in clear glass. They could have been luminescent, under the
right light. And they were unbreakable.
My skin was
the palest human skin tone imaginable. Alabaster white. Luminous. Ninety-eight
years and those hands hadn’t changed in the slightest. And I liked silver
rings. I had at least three on each hand.
I looked in
the rear-view mirror. My face was stony, as expressionless as a rock. It was
youthful, and some had called it beautiful, a mixture of nationality. But it
was beautiful in a deadly, predatory kind of way. The way they say tigers are
beautiful.
My lips were
sensual, I knew. Faintly, so faintly tinted a healthy blood red, as though my
lips were the only parts of me that could have been diagnosed as alive.
My hair was
out. I rarely did anything with it. I’d grown so tired of its eternal perfection
that I didn’t bother checking it anymore. Luscious, black waves framed my face,
shiny and perfect, just like the hair on all the shampoo ads. Only mine was
real.
It was
actually a bit of a hindrance, having black hair. I mean, it only heightened
the obviousness of my pale complexion. Not that I really cared, but still.
Little things bug you.
My sunglasses
were black. They weren’t for blocking out the sun – my sunglasses had never
even seen daylight while in my possession. They were for hiding my eyes.
Yeah, a lot of
people got spooked by my eyes. I reached up and slid the glasses away, and scrutinised
my own face. Every now and then I’d shoot a casual, laid-back look at the road
ahead, just to make sure no idiots were getting in my way. Not likely, on this
lonely coast road that would lead me eventually to Calais. I hadn’t even
bothered to check what road it was. I was just driving on a whim, following
road signs. I drove everywhere. Never caught planes unless the flight was under
six hours long and would leave and arrive in total darkness.
I looked up
again and stared at myself. There were times when the sight of my own eyes made
the hairs on the back of my neck raise. They were creepy eyes. It wasn’t like
they were red or white or any odd colour like that. They were
actually a nice silvery grey. But what made them creepy was that they glowed.
Well, not
really glowed, not in the sense that glow-in-the-dark objects glowed. My
eyes were iridescent, a very bright, very pale silver with flecks of darker
grey. My pupils were usually little pinpoints, especially in bright lights. Of
course tonight the pupils were larger, because there were no lights on this
road at all, and I hadn’t turned mine on. I grinned at myself, and winked.
Then I sighed.
I didn’t sigh often; probably because there was nothing really I could sigh
about. Although I didn’t need to breathe I did; merely out of habit and
because it was nice to breathe fresh air.
Calais wasn’t
far, and the night was young. And, doing around one hundred and twenty miles on
the country road, it wouldn’t take me long to reach it.
For variety I
flicked on the radio. Nothing much but static, seeing as I was quite a way from
any decent English radio stations. And I didn’t carry many tapes in the Austin.
I usually sat through the long trips in silence, thinking and pondering. I
could get through a lot of thinking with one night of driving. The radio found
itself flicked back off.
Calais, like
most other places at this time of night, was asleep. But of course, the
commercial businesses never rest, and it was only a matter of thirty minutes
before the next Channel-Crosser Ferry left for Dover.
I might
mention at this point that I am quite comfortable in matters of cash.
I paid my way
onto the ferry, possibly over-tipping. It wasn’t that I did it on purpose.
Money was one of those things I didn’t give a damn about. Selfish, yes, but
nobody was going to argue with me.
On the ferry I
was only one of the dozens of cars aboard. Some people had gone on walks around
the deck, others were sleeping, and others were audaciously rocking their cars
from the backseats. I had decided to go on a walk, sliding the keys into my
pocket. No point in locking the doors to my car. It wasn’t as though one
couldn’t just leap in. And besides, where would they go?
I liked water.
At one point, distantly, I remembered adoring it, but that had dwindled and
become something more like a mild attraction. I liked bathing in it. It felt
nice.
I also liked
fancy clothes. Nothing too fancy, of course. But I mean, there had to be
some style. And considering I was a “teenager” who drove a stolen car,
the style was almost in the contract. Heavy black boots, low-riding leather
pants, a blood red lace shirt with tapering sleeves over a similarly red tank,
and a big black trench coat over it all. I didn’t have a necklace. My only
jewellery was on my ears and fingers. I knew I looked good, and I loved it.
Leaning on the
railing, in thick shadow, I watched the English Channel go by in all its black,
freezing glory. It would only take a couple of hours, and then I could continue
driving, to London, to wherever I wanted to go. I knew vaguely I would head to
one of my places of residence, and thoughts of some big-time spanning
had been twirling in the back of my mind. It was going to be an exciting year,
once I got around to it.
‘Bit lonely
out here,’ someone said. I’d known he was watching me for about ten minutes. He
was French, and spoke to me in such. I knew and could speak fluently nine
languages, French among them. And if I found the need to, I would learn another
few. It wasn’t hard at all. Just like learning to play instruments. I’d learned
piano, a number of stringed instruments, woodwind, guitar and percussion all in
one year.
I smiled at
the Frenchman when he leant on the railing a couple of feet away.
‘Where is the
sun, sweetheart?’ he asked, in French, a smirk lighting his young face. ‘Why
hide your beautiful eyes with sunglasses?’
I smiled
again, but didn’t say anything. I always felt some kind of amusement when
mortal men put themselves out for me. And…I was rather peckish…
‘Where are you
from?’ he asked me, persistent. ‘Are you alone?’
I tilted my
head coyly and reached up to my sunglasses. As I spoke I slowly slid them free
of my face.
‘Yes, I’m
alone,’ I purred. My smile broadened, and I knew he would catch a flash of
unnaturally sharp canines. ‘Are you?’
Not ten minutes later his
lifeless body slid into the black waters of La Manche. And I went back
to my car, delicately wiping a spot of blood from my lip and licking my finger
clean, the look of a happy cat on my face. This little vampire felt much
better.