“Well, what do
we have here?”
Jade jerked her
head up from where she hunched over, rummaging through the piles of tattered
junk. A tall, spindly, old man looked down on her. The cuffs of his sleeves
were tattered, and the threads over his knees were so thinned that she could
almost see through to the old knobby joints. Numerous locations sported
odd-colored threads that held the old outfit together. She couldn’t tell what
colors his fabrics were supposed to be, but years of use had worn the wrinkled
clothes down to a mottled grey. A wide-brimmed hat covered a graying head and
hung down in places were it obviously should have stood out.
She looking into
his kind eyes and felt her stomach knot in misery and frustration. “I—I’m
looking for something.”
The wrinkles
deepened as his smiled widened. “Of course you are, my dear. There is no way to
enter my domain if you’re not,” he commented as he extended his hand for her to
take. “Come. I’ll be your guide, but first I’ll be your host. You like tea,
don’t you?”
Jade looked at
his long fingers, unsure whether she should trust him. He seemed gentle, but everyone had ulterior motives. Even this
seemingly-kind old man could have sinister reasons for ‘helping’ her. No one
was compassionate without reason. However, he did claim dominion over this
strange world. If she refused, her situation could take a worse turn.
Her dirty hand
reached out to grasp his, and he pulled her to unsteady feet. Standing next to
the stranger, who was a good two feet taller than she was, she felt small and sullied—despite
his ragged apparel. He hooked her
small hand in the crook of his arm and started off, taking small steps so her
shorter legs could keep up.
As they strolled
down the winding path, heaped up on either side by great piles of odds and
ends, she stole a glance up at him. In the same moment, his pale, blue eyes
moved down to lock with hers. For some reason, she didn’t remember to cast her
glance elsewhere and found herself simply looking at him.
“It’s been a
while since someone like you has managed to find their way here,” he commented
with a smile.
Jade swallowed
and furrowed her brow. “Like me?”
“Yes,” he
answered. It seemed like he was going to continue, when he suddenly stopped at
a small, round table and two chairs. “Here we are!”
He motioned for
Jade to take a seat. Rather than argue or push, Jade accepted the twisted chair.
She stared at the old tablecloth as her fingers began an absent tracing of the
faded blue squares. A small, yellow flower—half wilted—rested in a chipped vase
centered between two teacups and saucers. The happy, little objected stared at
her in brutal accusation, and she wanted to backhand it from the table.
“Would you
prefer a plain tea or a fruit tea?” the old man asked as he glanced over his
shoulder at her.
“Plain would be
fine,” she murmured, glancing up at him. Her eyes doubled as she watched him
reached into the air and pinched at nothing. As his hand moved in a horizontal
line before his eyes a small tearing-sound filled the air. Jade watched as he
reached into the same space, but his hand and arm up to his elbow disappeared!
Her mouth dropped open when his arm reappeared, now holding a dented, metal
teapot, shrilling as the steam escaped the small hole in the spout.
When he turned
back to look at her, the stranger laughed—loud and freed. He set the pot down
at the table next to her cup and took his seat. It was much too small for him,
and his elbows and knees stuck out at odd angles making him seem very much like
a giant insect.
“Who needs a
stove when you have access to a realm as hot as that?” he questioned.
His warm voice
jarred Jade out of her surprised stupor. Her head shook as her mouth moved to
try and form the wild thoughts that sprinted through her brain. “What are you?” she demanded.
The stranger laughed
and reached out to pour her tea. “That is a loaded question, my dear. Perhaps
you should start with a more polite inquiry. Cream?”
How could he be
so calm? He must realize how disturbed she was. Granted he owed her nothing,
and she had come with him willingly. She knew nothing of him, and perhaps he
enjoyed her discomfort. That would only be sensible. Well then, he would not
see it.
“Please,” she
answered, swallowing her frantic thoughts. “Do you have sugar?”
“Ah, there is a
polite question,” he answered as he poured her cream. “You look like a
one-lump-sorta-girl.”
“Yes.”
She sat in
silence while he dropped the small cube into her tea. Her breathing began to
slow as she slipped into her numb defenses. If he was going to toy with her,
she would not show that it affected her. “What should I call you?”
The old man
smiled and stood up—faster than she would have thought he’d be able to. He
stooped low, sweeping his floppy hat from his head to hold it over his chest.
“I am often called Drift. Welcome to the Land of the Lost. I am the keeper of
this realm and have been for ages upon ages.” He straightened, a look of pride
flitting across his face.
Jade noted a
wistful look in his eyes as he smiled at her. “I’m Jade,” she offered.
“It’s a pleasure
to meet you… Jade.” There was a look on his face seemed to say that he knew
something she didn’t.
She couldn’t
help but smile a little in return. Her mind told her to continue on her course
of distrust and fear, but her heart reached out to him. What if he was really
what he seemed? Perhaps not everyone was like those she’d known. After all,
he’d indicated she was in some new realm, and it certainly seemed fantastic
based on what she’d seen. Perhaps old rules didn’t apply.
He took his seat
again and blew in the futile motion of attempting cool the cup of tea.
She took her own
cup and wrapped both hands around it as if she was trying to warm them. “So
you’re the keep here… Does that mean you know where everything is?”
Drift chuckled.
“Oh, I wish it were so,” he sighed. “However, I must say no. Even I cannot know exactly where everything is. I don’t know of anyone or
thing that would be able to keep track of every
lost thing in every realm since time
began.”
“It all comes here?”
“Every little
thing,” he answered.
“However…”
She looked up at
him. The way he said ‘however’ made her heart leap. Perhaps he would be able to
help her after all!
“I know it
doesn’t look like it,” he started as he glanced around, “but this place is
fairly well organized. I’m sure if you told me what it is, I could help you
find it.”
Jade cast her
eyes over the landscape and raised an eyebrow. How could he call that organized? As far as she could see
in any direction loomed mountains of junk, both strange and ordinary. Perhaps
the old man had lost his wits as well as his touch with reality. Then again,
what was reality? Jade certainly wasn’t where she remembered sobbing herself to
sleep. Maybe she’d lost her wits.
“What have you
lost?” Drift called her attention back.
Jade turned back
to him and opened her mouth to answer, but nothing came. For a few more moments
she was silent, searching for the answer. “I don’t know.”
“Ah…” Drift
nodded in realization. “One of those. Follow me, my dear.”
She had little
choice but to stand and pad after the gangly old man who moved ever faster
though the expanse of litter and dust. “Where are we going?” she called out.
“As we walk, I’m
going to ask a few questions. That will help me answer yours.”
Jade raised her
eyebrow and shook her head. Whatever.
“Where are you
from?”
“Gresta. I live
in the capital.”
“How old are you
right now?”
“Nineteen.”
“What age do you
live in?”
“Huh?”
“What was
greatest event to happen in your life—on a national or world-scale?”
Jade locked her
jaw together as the dark images leapt to her mind. What business was it of his? How dare he pry into her private
life like that? Granted it was a war between kingdoms, but to her, it was more
than that. The monstrous acts of both sides had taken those who she loved more
than anything in her life.
“Jade?” he
prodded.
“The Great War
of the Seas,” she snarled to keep from melting into tears.
“So you are
still in the Age of Turmoil.” He turned to face her, his abrupt stop almost
causing her to crash in to him. His long arm reached out, and he rested his
hand on her shoulder. “The wars of that age touch every life. I am sorry that
you have lived within it.”
Jade couldn’t
help but raise her lip in a sneer. He didn’t know anything. But at the same
time, she didn’t open her mouth to rage against him. The tiniest part of her
wanted to believe he meant what he said.
As fast as Drift
had stopped, he began on his way again, and Jade had to trot to keep up with
him.
Before long the
pair stopped before a vast field, littered with countless items of every shape
and size. Drift stood with both hands extended as if he were showing off a
grand feat or prized possession. “Here it is.”
“Here what is?” she asked. There was a little
more acid in her tone than she intended, but she didn’t care. Drift needed to
know he’d upset her if she was even going to hope that he’d avoid doing it
again.
“Why—this is the
Field of Gresta, of course. From the Age of Turmoil, if I am exact. We’ll just
need to look here. What you’ve lost is sure to be among these treasures.”
“Treasures?” she
scoffed. “I see a field of discarded trash—nothing worth anyone’s attention.”
“Tstststs,” he
chastised her. “Nothing that comes here is trash. If it is not missed and
mourned over, it could never pass into my lands. Everything before you once
belonged to, and was cherished, by its owners.”
“Well I guess
I’d better start looking,” she murmured as she stepped forward.
The vastness of
the field was beyond her imagination, and yet for its size, she noticed very
little of it. She knew the steep piles were made of countless things—from
swords to little dresses—and yet she did not observe them. How was she supposed to find what was hers if she
couldn’t even see what was there?
Jade was just
about to turn to Drift and complain that they would never find what she was
searching for—even if she knew what it was—when something caught her eye. Near
the narrow path, a small wrinkled image poked out from beneath an old,
tarnished silver cup.
She reached out
and tugged on the photo. Her mouth dropped as she recognized the people frozen
within. Laughing faces of joy jeered at her and her loneliness. But even as her
teeth ground in anger, she remembered the day. That had been a good day—before the day.
“Did you find
something?” Drift called as he approached from behind.
“No,” she answered,
dropping the photo back among the lost.
Jade continued
on, encouraged by the find of the photo. The chances of finding something that
she’d lost were slim, and yet she’d already done it once. Her heart fell as she
realized the chances of it happening more than once were worse still. However…
“Isn’t this
you?”
Jade turned to
find that Drift had picked up the photo she’d dropped. Her eyes widened in
anger as she snatched the photo out of his loose grip. “Yes,” she snapped. She
shoved the image into one of her inner pockets and turned to go.
“Who are the
others?”
She froze. She
had no desire to answer, but again, she feared repercussions of his unknown anger.
“My brother and my sister.”
He didn’t press
for more, and she wouldn’t offer.
The odd pair
searched the hills of debris for a long time after without finding anything.
Drift would follow along behind and Jade would wander in frustration and
desperation.
“Oh, this is a
lovely little poppet.”
Jade turned back
to see what Drift was talking about. In his spindly hands he held a ragged
doll—limp and lifeless. The dress was torn and the face was dirty, but the
sight of it made Jade’s breath stop.
“Rosalie,” she
whispered and she extended her hand to take the doll. “I lost her when I was
still a little girl.” She rubbed her thumb over the worn, little face where the
threading that made the blue eye was pulling out. “Mother promised to fix that
for me,” she mumbled to herself.
Drift smiled
down on her as his hand rested on her should. “Is that what you came to me in
search of?”
Jade’s head
shook, though she didn’t remove her eye from her precious doll—the last thing
her father had given her before the early days of war called him away from his
family—away to his death.
“No.”
“Then we should
keep searching, yes?” Drift recommended.
Jade made a show
of pushing her hair back so she could wipe her eyes without the strange old man
noticing. “I suppose.”
It wasn’t long
before Jade’s eyes drifted over a heap of shiny pieces of jewelry and books,
both new and tattered. One piece of silver caught her attention. Jade dropped
to her knees and reached out to pick it up.
“I thought you
said that nothing came here that wasn’t missed or mourned.”
Drift approached
and looked down on her with a sad smile. “I did, and that’s truth.”
Jade ground her
teeth in rage and close her angry fist around useless trinket. “I didn’t lose
this—or mourn it. I threw the wretched piece of trash away.”
“Oh, Jade…” His
voice held more disappointment than she had ever heard directed towards her.
Drift reached
out and tugged on the delicate chain creeping out from between her fingers. She
didn’t offer up much resistance when he claimed the object. The strange
individual gripped his shirt-sleeve in his hand and began to rub away the
grime.
“You may not have
missed it here…” He reached out and pressed the end of his long finger against
her forehead. “But you’ve mourned the loss of your faith here everyday since you discarded this. Do you not remember the
peace and the comfort you used to hold knowing you were cared for by those who
directed your life?”
“They abandoned us,” she raged, turning on him. “They sunk my nation into a war that consumed our world. They condemned my father, my mother, my
siblings, and my betrothed to death.”
Drift shook his
head and tucked the silver medallion in his pocked. “Then this is not what you
came in search of?”
“No,” she hissed.
“Then we should
continue, yes?”
Jade lurched to
her feet as a wave of nausea swelled over her. Throwing away the medallion of
protection had been one thing—actively voicing the denial of her faith was
another. “I suppose.”
The two pressed
further into the field of the lost as Jade began to sink lower in her despair.
She would never find what she had lost and she would remain stuck in her
insanity forever. At least Drift wasn’t so bad—yet.
“Drift, what is
this?” For the first time, she didn’t care that the strange individual could
see her emotion. Looking at the pile before her was nothing short of
breathtaking, terrifying, and wonderful. She could not comprehend how anyone
could lose something of the likes before her—wouldn’t they hold such treasure
tighter than life?
“Ah, this…” His
voice was tight and sorrowful as he stopped next to her. “We have reached the
center of the field of lost for this place and period.”
Jade swallowed
as tears came to her eyes. The various colored orbs of glittering light tumbled
around as if squirrels at play. They surged, and jumped, and pulsed, and
showered as they swarmed around each other. Her heart leapt to her throat as
her breath caught.
“Drift,” she
breathed, “this is why I’m here!”
The Keeper of
the Lost glanced down at his guest and offered a warm smile. “I thought as
much. Let’s find yours.”
Together, they
began to search the surging mountain of the oddities. Determination drove Jade
on, even when the objects swirled around—teasing and refusing to be captured
for a decent inspection. What were
they anyway, and how had she come to lose
something she’d never seen?
At long last,
after many hours of searching, Drift and Jade met up again with a single of the
odd things between them. The blue orb glittered but did not shift or flee like
the others had. Jade looked down at it in awe and understanding. The moment she
set eyes on it she knew it was hers. That tiny glowing thing had drawn her from
her own realm into Drift’s.
“This is yours.”
There was no question in Drifts voice, but it gave Jade the permission she
need.
“Yes,” she
answered as tears flooded her eyes again. She reached out, but the orb leapt
away. “No…”
However, Drift
was too fast for the object. He leapt to his feet, his long arm reaching out to
snatch the illuminated sphere from its flight. He looked down at his clenched
fist and began to speak. “Listen here. I am the Keeper of the Lost and you will
obey me. Your mistress has come for you, and you are to obey her as you obey
me.”
Jade swallowed.
Drift’s voice had never seemed so demanding and powerful before, and she was
glad for that. If he’d spoken to her like that from the beginning, she might
have resisted him in fear and anger.
Drift looked up
to Jade and offered his gentle smile as he extended his open hand. The
glittering object resting there began to shift in shape from the sphere to a
dove to her doll to the faces of those she’d loved and lost then back to the
sphere.
The tears raced
down her face unbidden and unheeded. “What is this, Drift?” she begged as she
turned her eyes up to his kind face.
The old man
smiled and knelt down. He rested his free hand on her shoulder and moved to
press his other against her chest, just over her heart. “Dearest one, astray
and alone, here in the Realm of the Lost, I return that which you have come to
me in search of. Your innocence I restore along with your name. Cast off your
jaded guise and embrace who you were always supposed to be.”
Jade collapsed
in a flood of tears—both sorrowful and joyful. Her peace and her happiness
returned when she recalled the name her mother had whispered in song over and
over again when she was a child. Aurora,
my child of the dawn…
In that moment,
Aurora felt herself cleansed and made whole. No longer was she a filthy
wanderer in a world she didn’t belong in. Her restored heart allowed her to see
herself, Drift, and the Land of the Lost as it all really was. No more did she
see an old, awkward man arrayed in tattered, old clothing. He stood straight
and tall clothes in finery like she’d never beheld in her life. His eyes were
gentle and his face kind—no change there—but they were set in the regal face of
a grand and powerful master. She cast her eyes over the land and beheld a world
of wonder and treasure just as he’d named it.
“Thank you,
Drift!” she cried and she lunged into his arms, unafraid and uninhibited. “I
cannot thank you enough.”
“Perhaps you can
express your thanks by wearing this again?”
Aurora looked up
to see that he’d pulled the medallion from his pocket and dangled it from his
fingers. She extended her hand to receive her precious necklace and her eyes
returned to his face.
“My brother gave
this to me,” she murmured as she fingered it. “He said the Shepherd’s Medallion
would protect and guide me if we were ever separated.”
“And did it
work?”
She wiped her
eyes and smiled. In that moment, she realized who had acted as her guide
through the wondrous Land of the Lost. He was the powerful Aldrift—tender shepherd
of the lost. “I think it did. Tell me, my Lord Aldrift, does all we’ve lost come to your realm?”
The man smiled
in satisfaction. “Every one of them, my dear.” He swept his arm out to display
his lands.
She followed his
directing to see that, beyond the Hill of Innocence, a group of people stood,
watching her with beaming smiles on each face. Her parents… Her siblings… Her
beloved… They were all there!
Joy flooded her
heart as laughter rang from her throat. Aurora leapt to her feet and bolted to
her beloved family.
Lord Aldrift
smiled to himself as he watched the joyous reunion. He shook his head and
turned to allow his long legs to carry him away. The shepherd stopped and
looked down in pity at a small, tear-stained boy, lost and rummaging through
some of the treasures.
“Well, what do
we have here?”