The two Ladies – Part 1
of 6.
By S. Viglione.
December, 2004; July,
2005.
I.
Thick heaths and thorny
bushes skirted the road. It was a black night, with no stars or moon to soften
darkness. The servants tripped after her, groaning and protesting. She didn't
considered them: they were just servants. She should reach the summit before
midnight. And if they didn't get it... well. They would have to face the Shade.
The worse for them.
The slope became
sheerer, and the road harder. She breathed difficultly. A blind darkness made
her trip on each rock and bush in the path. Evidently the road had been
forgotten. Unbelievable! Had people of the Valley completely forgotten about
the Lady of West? Wasn’t at least a witch, don't let us request a worthy hag,
to remember her? Of course not. The Lady of the East would not allow it. And
they would not dare. They couldn’t... Blinded by the Light of the East Lady,
they could never distinguish any shade... Another branch crossed the road,
hindering her way, and she shook her staff in bad mood. The branch flew off,
rejected, and it loosed a couple of stones that rolled down the hill. Something
like a neigh sounded in the night.
‘Hush!’ she hissed. The
servant who had laughed took a the hand to the mouth and murmured an excuse.
She turned her attention to the dark bundle of the hill, and continued
climbing.
This road hadn’t been used in
months, probably in years. But, who, in his own senses, would think of climbing
the top? The view was stupendous, of course, but... The summit was a sacred
place, sacred earth. Nobody would dare to perturb the spirits... or the demons,
as they called them now. Nobody, but her.
She removed another
branch from her road and grunted to the servants:
‘Come on, quickly now, or
You’ll be powder in hands of the Shade.’
And she herself
continued climbing ploddingly, followed by the servants, backs bending under
the bales.
Of course she
dared. She was the Chief Priestess, main sorcerer of the Red Desert, in the
land of the West, the Kingdom of the Shade. She had been brought up to
serve Her, the Lady of the Silence, the
Master of the Night... The marks, in red and black covered her chest and hips,
and legs and arms; the sacred symbols of her Lady. Mjuck knew well that she belonged
in heart and soul to the Lady. She was her source of power, and Mjuck knew that she couldn’t live without it. The
thought perturbed her a little, and she shook her staff with more energy than
necessary. The branch she was pointing at burst in wild and dark flames that
hardly illuminated the black night.
The servants looked nervously
around, and one of them hurried to turn off the fire. Nobody should see them.
And Mjuck continued climbing.
Nobody stepped on the
way of the Shade in her Kingdom. Neither inside, nor outside it. The western
lands belonged her. A deserted and red land, dry and dusty. Mjuck ran her
tongue by her lips, looking for the salty flavor of the thirst again, an old
sensation almost forgotten in this Valley. She shook the head. Her land was
beautiful. There were not purer, bluer nights, neither starrier skies that
those of her home. That dry scent in the air, the burst of the spring in the
brief season of the rains, the clear noises breaking the eternal silence... the
Western Kingdom was the most beautiful to her eyes. But she had been committed
to this place, now, to fight against the cold, and the fog, and the moist. And
everything because... Just because... Only because of the Light of the Lady of
the East. Nobody dared to challenge the Shade except the Light. The powers of
the Light had always perturbed her, and since the intruder had settled in the
Valley, seducing people and even the very same Lord, the young King Keryat, the
Shade had been restless. No, Mjuck thought shaking the head again while she
continued climbing without rest. She had been restless at the beginning, when
the Light settled in this place. Then she got angry. As the years passed, her
fury became madness. And the madness yielded its fruit. The Shade had put her
to work. She had put them to work, all of them, in fact. It had been
before her birth, but she, Mjuck, she had worked as hard as any other one.
Until the day they ended up believing that they had achieved it... But when the
girl was born...
The pain
in her hands made her hesitate. When pressing them, she had nailed the
fingernails in the palms. She felt the hot blood running along the fingers.
Well, they were closer now. One last corner and...
The last branch fell to
one side, and Mjuck walked to the edge of the cliff. Below, there was the
Valley. The last lights scintillated a little in the windows, and they faded
one by one. The cold breeze moved Mjuck’s long hair.
‘Prepare the camp,’ she
ordered the servants. ‘It’ll be a long wait.’
She nailed her staff on
the ground, just on the border, and the red jewel at the end, the one that she
had kept hidden in her hand during the whole escalade, it began to shine. It
was exactly midnight.
II.
Nadhal walked restlessly
around the gardens of the palace. She was the Princess. No, no, no. The Queen. Lady and Regent of the
people of the Valley. Daughter of the King and the Lady, she had been born
among great signs and wonders, they said. They said! Of course they said it.
How else would they say? That was always said when a Princess was born before
the Prince. And the Prince had been born some few years after her. They were
just siblings, because the Lady had died delivering. That they said. And
however, there was some dark secret in it that nobody wanted or could comment.
Nadhal had tried once and again to wheedle the servants and the Consultants,
but apparently nobody could give her the explanations she needed. When she was
born, a shadow had fallen on the Palace of the Lords of the Valley, and nobody
seemed to remember what had happened then.
Nadhal loved deeply her brother. He
would be back very soon, and she would feel a little less alone and pressed;
and very much calmer. The previous night she had had a strange sensation, a
threaten arising from far away. And the restlessness had been increasing all
day long. The Hill of West seemed to frown at her over the walls, and as the
sun was setting, it seemed crowned with a red and angry fire. Even the fresh
air of the afternoon had a bad taste.
Nadhal sighed and she
sat down in one of the benches in the inner yard. The soft noises coming to her
from outside the Palace seemed strange, and the same time was stagnated. In her
mind she saw loose images, mainly from her childhood. She didn't dare to focus
her thoughts in the lowering hill that clipped against the now violet sky.
She had learned to walk in this
same place. Over there, behind the rosebushes. Was it with... with who? One of
her nannies, surely. She had had many. Too many. None of them remained more
than one or two years. As she was growing, she realized that the other ones
avoided her. Even her nannies. She used to hide from them and play alone for
hours and hours. Sometimes she heard
them speak while they were nearing. She could guess they had been speaking of
her by the tone in their voices. How was it?... Yes. Low, cautious, and...
afraid.
‘Ah! The Princess...
she’s strange...’ one was saying.
‘And you tell it! She
looks at you and it seems she stabs you with the look... The other day Laa had
taken an apple for her little son... and they called her to assist the
Princess. The apple was left below, in the kitchen, you know? And she did look
at her. She looked at her the whole time she spent fixing the room... I told
Laa that those were her ideas, but later I had to accompany them up.’
‘And?’
‘I saw it. She didn't
take out her eyes from her. And the girl , she had a face!... The poor Laa
couldn’t stand it any more and she returned the damned apple...
‘But, did she tell
her something? Had somebody got aware?’
‘I don’t know. Laa
didn't want to speak it over.’
Of course not. Nadhal
had found the apple, she had wrapped carefully three more ones and she had left
them among Laa’s things. Surely, she had not seen them until night, when
arriving home. Every time Nadhal had looked at her that afternoon she felt a
guilty feeling emanating from her as something dark and poisonous. But behind
that sensation there was another thing. At the beginning she found difficult to
perceive, but the images arrived finally: Laa’s son in bed. The doctor saying
that he needed to eat more vegetable, more fruit... more meat, more... The
fever that didn't give up... the mother's desperation hit her strong, although
she didn't receive it as an image. The boy's face… He was the same age her
brother was!... That was why, that afternoon, before the external servants
retired, she went to the kitchen and separated the apples for Laa. Following an
infantile impulse she kissed each apple and whispered to it secretly: 'Make the
boy get well.' And she hid the package among the maid's things.
One week later she
heard a boy's voices in the kitchen.
‘Yes, look how well
he is. It is a miracle!’ Laa whispered. And even so, she avoided her look. Some
years later, she and her husband had pooled money enough as to leave far, to
the North frontier. Nadhal didn't see them again.
And Laa had not been the only one.
Once she had come closer to an old flunky whose arthritis used to give him very
bad days, and she had touched him gently the hand, saying him: 'I hope you get
better... ' The man had looked at her with indulgence; she was still very
young. But the following day, when passing in front of the door he kept, he
dedicated her a wide and agile reverence, with a delicate movement of the hand.
She greeted him with a smile and a head inclination. After that, she had to
stand her father's severe reprimand.
‘Don’t smile to the
servants,’ the King had told her then. ‘That isn’t proper for a Princess. You
embarrass me.’
And she had felt
embarrassed. The servants were the only company she had. Her father left her
alone the whole day, because evidently, the King had other obligations. And
Kahle... well, in that time he was just a baby. Then he was a boy. Male. The
heir. The Prince. As long as they were children, they could play together; but
when growing, the Prince received a different education than the Princess.
Being the eldest, she would be the Queen, the Regent. The Prince Kahle was
bound to the militia and to become the General of the Queen's Armies. So that
they had seen each other a little time during several years.
And however they had not been so
few times...
The night was falling. The noises
in the training yard had ceased a long while ago, and however a whisper persisted.
It was her brother, training in the evening. He liked to train alone at
nightfall. Nadhal listened the knocking of the weapons for hours, until
somebody came to look for him and take him to his rooms. Sometimes, always
without the knowledge of her nanny, that believed she was sleeping, she climbed
to the wall that separated the recess yards of those of training. She used to
cast him a couple of stones, and even peach hearts, until he decided to climb
up to talk to her.
‘What are you doing,
you fool?’ he used to say to her. ‘Don’t you see you can’t defeat me? I’m
stronger than you.’
And the conversation
used to end up with one of them falling in the bushes on the other side.
Once, perhaps one of
the best adventures they had had, she had convinced him to take her with him,
hidden among his belongings. When leaving the barracks, Kahle’s commandant, and
his personal trainer noticed something strange in his exaggerated baggage. They
had stopped him, and they had taken him apart. Far from the others, they had
ordered him to show what he was carrying. Kahle resisted. He even threatened
them to go and tell it to his father. It must be said that the men considered
it seriously: the King Keryat had a difficult temper. However, they knew well
their obligations. The baggage of Kahle was registered, and Nadhal was returned
to the rooms of the ladies. Both had supported a good reprimand and the
corresponding punishment, later. The same King Keryat was in charge of it.
‘Never let your
sister to leave this Valley. She is the future Queen. Don't you understand it?
Your first duty is and it will always be to protect her.’
Now, when remembering it
in retrospective, Nadhal thought there was something exaggerated in her
father's concern about her security. But in that time, she obeyed him, and she
had not left the Valley, not even the Palace until his death.
‘Milady...’
The servant, his
personal servant, had come closer quietly.
‘Milady, your brother's
message has arrived. He’ll arrive tomorrow when blunting the dawn.’
Nadhal repressed her
annoyance. That meant they were camping to the other side of the grassland.
They would cross it at dawn to enter with the light of the sun. How theatrical!
However, she could not allow to escape those comments before the herald.
‘Thank you, Taro. Begin
the preparations to receive him.’
The answer came out in
low and measured voice. It didn't accuse her impatience. The servant left as
silent and invisible as he had arrived.
The camp
extended, orderly, to the foot of a hill, on the other side of the forest.
Toward the north, the forest climbed the hill almost until the summit. It was
said that there was a Sanctuary up there, but nobody had climbed up to check it
since she could remember. Orderly. To the east, the people of the Valley. To
the west, the men of Vinger, the king of the Northern Mountains. Some strange,
apparently new tents, almost all of them with sheep furs for cover appeared a
little toward the bottom, crowding together in distrustfulness. She wondered
who they would be, but she supposed that she would know it in due time. Wool
was characteristic for the southern people, in the Delta and the Valley held
commercial relationships with them.
The Valley was a strip
of beautiful and green land that extended, narrow and lazy, between two big
deserts. The Red Desert toward the West: the lands of the Lady of the Night,
the one they used to call the Shade; and the White Desert to the East: the land
of Alkhama; where the Light's princes came from. They called so the men of the
East; wise men, wizards and sorcerers, with a deep knowledge of the things that
had been and the things to come. Few times they interfered in the Valley’s
business, or the Mountain’s, or the
Delta’s, and indeed, since Ambassador Seni’s times, they had not got in touch
with them. Men consecrated to the Spirit, dedicated their days to the care of
the Sanctuary of the Sun, a few days way in the White Desert. And beyond the
Sanctuary, the immaculate sands and the brilliant sun hid the daily life of
these men as much as the shades made it with the mysterious western
people.
As for the North, the
King Vinger’s people, from immemorial times had been allies in the war and
friends in the peace. One could not request better alliance. And toward the
South, there was the Delta: jungle land and swamps, farmers' and shepherds’
land, earth of rich crops and peace.
The shadow ignored the
dark bundle of the hill, even avoiding its shade, and it slipped among the
tents of the camp. It knew exactly which one it was looking for. No, not the
big one, ostentatious, the one that seemed to belong to the King. Kahle would
never sleep in a thing so full with tapestry. That should belong to the
Ambassador and those of the North. It looked around a little more, and found a
tent a little apart from the other ones. The green dusty cover was very old and
worn-out, but there was still the remains of an embroidered monogram. An N
perhaps? Yes. She had embroidered it being still a girl, and had used that
blanket for years. When Kahle left for the first time along with the army, she
had given it to him.
‘For
you, so that you don't pass cold, brother...’ she had told him, almost without
daring to look at him.
He had laughed at her
and had pulled from her tresses.
‘Nothing is going to
happen to me, you silly. Don't you see I’m already a man?
A man to his age! Nadhal had not
replied; she was very concerned about him; and he continued making fun kindly
of her. But the blanket, though old, continued being the cover on Kahle’s
tent.
Now, Nadhal came closer
and touched gently the cloth. A hand leaned out of the opening and dragged her
inside. She fell among Kahle’s bundles suffocating a scream.
‘I knew you wouldn't
stay still at home, silly.’
‘I’m your Queen, don't
call me that!’
‘Very well, my Lady...’
And Kahle tried to straighten out to make a reverence, and feigned to fall upon
Nadhal. She laughed, shaking him from above.
‘You, fool!’ she
protested.
‘You are, ‘ he laughed,
pulling from her locks as if she was still a girl. ‘Admit that you missed
me.’
She laughed again, and
he helped her to incorporate.
‘I couldn’t wait until
tomorrow,’ she said looking at him. She watched him leaning to turn on the
light and she stopped him.
‘No. don't light it. You are right,
I shouldn’t be here...’
‘... and they better
don’t see you,’ he finished.
She let out a giggle for third
time. Her brother made her feel so well. The truth was that she had missed him.
He had left several years ago, patrolling the frontiers unceasingly, returning
occasionally home and leaving every few days again. And she felt terribly alone
when he was out. He was the only one that seemed not to fear her. But, of
course: they were children of the same man: King Keryat, from the house of Anavi.
‘So well, my
scatterbrained Queen... Why are you here?’ he said.
‘Well, my absurd
General. I’m not able to understand why you don't enter once for all to the
city and you sleep in a decent bed and... puaj! You give yourself a good
bath...
‘Dirt frightens the
bugs. If you had to crawl from time to time for a swamp you would understand
how good thing the mud is for your cutis...’
‘Agrrr!’ she did.
‘Why you ask, then?’ he
mocked.
‘Tell me what is happening.’
Kahle became serious
suddenly.
‘Tomorrow. It’s better
to talk about it in the Palace...’ he said.
‘No,’ Nadhal said. Now
she was serious too. ‘You know how they bother me with military euphemisms and
diplomatic courtesy. I want my brother to speak to me with frankness.’
‘Your brother, or your
General?’
‘They are the same one.
Them and the only man that deserves my trust. What is going on, Kahle? What is
happening?
Kahle that had been
squatting in front of her, dropped himself on the bed with a sigh.
‘It’s exhausting, you
know?... have we traveled the frontiers once and again, and we didn't see
anything abnormal. Nothing stopped us. Nobody faced us, no enemy to fight
against. But you perceive that there is something very wrong there. We send
scouts to the red frontier, and they returned saying there was nothing. We send
them again, and they didn't return.’
‘Dead?’
‘No. We didn’t find
cadavers. We didn't find anything. Just...’
Nadhal looked at him
waiting. The light that entered from outside let her see only his profile. He
was frowning.
‘What?’
she hurried him.
‘Just the
Shade...’ he said finally.
She looked at it
fixedly, trying to break in his thoughts. Would he have seen the Lady of the
Night? No... No, no human could presented before her without being called, or
at least that the stories said. No. The Shade... Her brother referred to a
shade in his thoughts, the weight of the Lady of the Night in his mind and
spirit. A sensation of growing anxiety, a dimness of the mind that stole them
strengths until making them stop and surrender. They had arrived up to the
frontier of the Red Desert; the Red Frontier, they called it. Nadhal saw the
image in Kahle’s mind: the enormous plain from which the wind pulled up whirls
of red powder, an endless, empty and seemingly dead plain. Without a word they
had turned round and they had come back. They hadn’t been aware that they
carried the Shade inside them.
III.
The sun hardly touched the roofs of
the palace when the music of hundreds of horns announced the army. The heralds
responded with their trumpets from the towers, and a rain of flowers that fell
from the walls it followed the companies while they made the accustomed circuit
around the city. When they were again in front of the doors it was almost half
morning, and the sun painted in gold the piles of the bridge. The doors opened
up.
As the troop went to the barracks,
followed by a riotous multitude of women (mothers, sisters, wives, daughters)
that laughed and cried at the same time, the company of the generals went
ceremonious toward the real pavilions, followed by a retinue of ladies,
discreetly accompanied by their servants.
At the entrance, as
tradition prescribed, the Regent waited. With a simple expression and without a
word, she sent the officials to the right, to the pavilions, and the ladies
toward the left, to the winter gardens. The ladies dispersed among the beds of
flowers while the officials disappeared behind the gates. In some minutes they
would meet in the lower yard by the lake, where the lunch was waiting for them.
Nadhal had always thought that it would be more pleasant a private encounter
with their families, but tradition was law. She, on the other hand, escorted
Kahle toward the palace, and in spite of the habit, it accompanied him until his
rooms. She didn't tell him anything, for tradition demanded her not to speak
until those recently arrived had eaten. However, she had already taken the
necessary dispositions to have a meeting with them later. She had sent a
personal invitation to each General and Captain, of his own hand, having his
presence in the Council that evening. She had decided allow them a rest. She
had already heard what she needed from her brother's lips.
The sun shone serene on the pond
when she finally climbed down. The officials and their wives sat down in small
groups under the trees. The Ambassador saw her moving discretely among the
groups, greeting with a simple inclination and retiring to a corner by the
lake. Her brother was already there, and the courtiers didn't come closer.
‘So well, cousin? What
do you think?’
‘Ehm? Who are you
talking about, Nu?’
‘The Lady, of course.’ A
smile crossed the Lady's face.
‘The Lady? Ah, the
Regent... Very young for the position, don't you think?’
Lady Nuria lifted a
brow, curious.
‘Young ? The Lady is
older than me.’
The Ambassador's face
expressed his incredulity. The Lady let out an amusing laugh.
‘Didn't
you know it? Don't worry...’ and Nuria lowered voice when adding: ‘Neither her, neither the other ones have conscience
of it.’
The Ambassador
frowned.
‘Explain it to me.’
The Lady leaned in her
seat and she let her eyes wander on the blue of the lake.
‘It was long ago,
cousin, about a hundred years before I came. Perhaps more. Nobody speaks of
that, it is as if they didn't realize, or as if they could not remember, as if
something erased the days, the months and the years from this people's memory.
The Prince Keryat, the last heir of the house of Anavi was a passionate,
daring, strong youth... unbroken according to some, just mischievous according
to others. I believe he was a lowbred boy, you know? Spoiled and quite selfish.
Everybody believed that he would turn to the Shade, when his time came.
‘The
time?’
‘Mm. Here
they used to have a certain ritual... The Prince Keryat was the last one that
carried out it, because the Regent is a woman, and the prince Kahle won't be a
King. When a prince arrived to the maturity, they sent him on a trip,
completely alone. They went in search of their destination, they used to say.
Everybody had believed that Keryat would turn to the West, to the Lady of West,
the Shade... in fact he headed there. The princes could choose among visiting
the Lady of East in the Sanctuary of the Sun; or the Lady of West in the
Sanctuary of the Hill. There, in one or another temple, they would remain in
meditation until they found a sign. No, cousin: don't ask me what sign. In the
Palace there are hundred of briefs; objects that the kings in their moment had
taken as the 'sign'... Each King chose one of the two Ladies. And everybody
thought that the egocentric Keryat would choose the Shade.
‘The Lady
of West.’
‘Exact.’
‘And it was not
right?’
‘No. He headed toward West. A
really long travel, because he didn't stop in the Hill. He tried to follow his
trip to the Red Mountain in the Kingdom of the West, and prostrate before the
selfsame Sahmar, a thing that nobody has done up to now. He arrived to the
frontier of the Red Desert. He tried to enter. He penetrated in the desert for
several days, he walked and walked... He lost or consumed the food, he drank
all his water... and he could not find the doors. And he continued walking,
stunned by the thirst until the powdery road became a sidewalk skirted by
trees. I believe that he fainted by the source. Some shepherd gave him water
and refreshed him, I suppose. And Keryat followed the path...
Nuria had lowered the voice and
half closed her eyes. The ambassador looked at her: she seemed in trance, as if
she was seeing the old king in his days of youth. Suddenly she blinked and
looked at him.
‘When he returned there had passed
several weeks more than foreseen. The groups of scouts and spies were already
prepared to leave looking for him. But he returned on his own foot, as arrogant
as usual, and he didn't return alone. A maiden accompanied him. Nobody knew who
she was or where he had brought her from; and of course nobody dared to ask. He
made her his Queen. They lived together for many years, more than those that
correspond a mortal man, and they didn't have children.
‘But... The Regent?’
‘Calm down. I’m already
arriving to that point. For many years they didn't have children. I never knew
about a laugh of the Lady in this Palace. And however she remained among us.
And one day something strange happened. The sky became black, they told me. The
lightning ripped the clouds once and again, always on the tower... that of
there.’
‘What is there?’
‘I don’t know. I could
never enter; it’s closed. I believe that not even Lady Nadhal has entered there.
And that night the wind whipped the Valley, and nobody understood how all that
could be, because it was not the season of the rains. The storm lasted the
whole night, and they say that was the darkest night ever seen in this part of
the world. But the storm passed, and some months later the Lady gave birth to
our Regent. But she... she disappeared. Well, in fact, the whole family did it.
They left from here because the Lady was not well... and she didn't return.
About twenty or thirty years later, Keryat that went and came periodically,
nobody knows where, he returned bringing a girl with him. She seemed about five
or six years, not more, but everybody knew that she was the daughter of the
Lady. Do you realize? A five year-old girl that in fact had twenty or more. But
same Keryat didn't seem older than the twenty that he had when he brought the
Lady. I saw them the day I arrived to this city. In one week from their return
the King aged, and when I was presented to him, one month later, he seemed almost
an old man... He had over hundred years, and a daughter of my age that looked
like my own daughter...
Nuria made a pause,
reviewing its memories.
‘The King married one of
the princesses of Rhazz, and she gave him a son, the prince Kahle. The princess
died, and the King didn't survive her more than a few years. But the Lady has
the same effect on her brother and her people that the one her mother had on
her father. Prince Kahle has neither aged. Neither people of the Valley. But
the price is the lost of the memory.
The Ambassador looked at
her query.
‘Nobody knows what I
have told you. Nobody remembers. Nobody perceives.’
‘But you’
‘Cousin... have you
already forgotten where we come from? We were born in the mountains of the
North, and I had already spent a time in the Sanctuary of East before arriving
here with my husband. You know whom you owe loyalty, and as for me, I belong to
the Lady of the Light.’
The Ambassador looked
calculatingly his cousin.
‘You witch.’
Lady Nuria let out a
laughter.
‘A white witch? No,
cousin. As my husband, I’m just a Priestess.’
The two Ladies – Part 1
of 6.
By S. Viglione.