Choice. She sits atop a building contemplating just that. She chose, and now she must live. Its not sadness she feels...but also not joy. With her new emotions...all she winds up feeling now is numb. Maybe once the change is complete, then she'll feel something real. As her last few feathers shrivel up, she knows that the bone structure that once was magnificent wings will fall off completely. Once that happens she'll be completely human. What she does from there, is totaly up to her. Choice. Thats what its all about. And thats why she gave up eternity. For the sake of making a choice.