This...this is my poor, poor elven commander Genesis. She is currently busy having a crisis of love. She THINKS she is in love with two different people, and it has thrown her whole world asunder because she has begun to doubt herself. This to her is tantamount to infidelity.
I just love tragic character moments, don't you? A song by Evanescence made me think of this, here is a verse:
'Where has my heart gone?/An uneven trade for the real world/I want to go back to/ believing in everything/and knowing nothing else.
I still remember the sun, always warm on my back/Somehow it seems colder now/
Where has my heart gone/ trapped in the eyes of a stranger/ I want to go back to believing in everything....'