this is something i did a while ago for no partiular reason other than i was feeling sorry for myself :D...though sometimes i still kinda feel like this, i mostly use it for angst power now...(or whatever you want to call it) colored (beleive it or not) in paint! because everyone has been asking, this is what the words say: Lonelienss...is a lot more than not having friends. it is more than not knowing what to say, or being in a room all by yourself. Real lonlieness hurts a good deal more than any of these. It makes you afraid. Afraid of people. Afraid of yourself. Afraid of life. It makes you belive that nobody cares, that nobody ever will.It makes you feel so small and lost and helpless; it makes you just want to scream and scream, until you have forgotten who you are... ...it is living death.