Portia StLuke

"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. "It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. "It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain!I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. "I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. "It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithlessand therefore trustworthy. "I want to know if you can see beauty even when it's not pretty, every day,and if you can source your own life from its presence. "I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, 'Yes!'"It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children. "It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back. "It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away. "I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments."by Oriah Mountain Dreamer copyright © 1999 by Oriah Mountain Dreamer. I like A good cup of tea and a purring cat. Favourite movies There’s a “curse” on my favorite Sci-Fi shows: If I fall in love with a show, it’s “the kiss of death” for that show! I loved “Farscape”, “Dead Like Me” and “the Dresden Files”, all of which were cancelled. I have the sinking feeling “Eureka” will be next. However, I am a huge fan of Doctor Who, which is possibly the longest running sci-fi show in history. My hope is that its age and strength will mean it’s strong enough to withstand this “curse!” Likewise, I hope Torchwood is protected through it’s affiliation with The Doctor. Favourite books The single biggest influence on me and how I chose to view the world and shape my soul were the works of Robert Anton Wilson (ILLUMINATUS, SCHRODINGER’S CAT, COSMIC TRIGGER, PROMETHIUS RISING, et al.) Everything else is a distant second. Favourite music Blues, Jazz Vocals, Acid Jazz, Funk, Ambient Groove, Classical, and anything that makes the pretty pictures appear in my head.