I don't know why, but colored this picture really brings out the emotion I wanted originally in the drawing, a sense of extreme longing in a subtle package. I've been having a rough time in recent days, and this picture is one of the few that really expresses something from deep within my heart, that sense of longing, that sense of loneliness, of trying to reach for something that seems within grasp, but remains far away. The black surrounding her reminds me of so many things, I can't quite put it properly into words. Even though we all think we know what we're doing in our lives, things may turn out completely different, and in that forced ignorance, we sometimes find ourselves in my very persona herself : Chaos. So whether you take this piece as me divulging my inner thoughts and crushed dreams in a very interpretational manner, or simply a silly girl with an odd persona trying too hard to be thoughtful, either way, the thoughts this brought out of my mind, still linger.