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Esther SP. Buhrman

"Libera Me - A Fable*" by Esther SP. Buhrman

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This is a fable about a person afraid of life and the young man that believed in him.
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Libera Me - A Fable




        Once upon a time, in the shadows of a tangled forest, there stood a tower.  It was shrouded in secrecy, wrapped in cold stone.  No living thing graced its deep recesses or warmed its grey heart, until one dark night, when I came to live there.
        I had been alone for as long as I could remember or wanted to.  Behind the door I struggled to keep barred in my mind, slept memories that pained me.  Their dreams crept as ghosts, holding my soul in torment.  At memory’s shore they pushed me and my head bowed to its clear waters which  rippled and blurred with the tears I shed for the people who were once with me.  Now they were only echoes and faded images, their smiles creased and worn with the countless times I unfolded and folded their frail packages.  To remember, hurt.
        I grew used to my tower.  Tendrils of its stone snaked around my heart and its lecherous grasp bled the last vestiges of warmth residing there.  From the black depths of my hooded window I watched the beautiful and ethereal pass by and I longed to shout down to them, but I was not like them, and the shout died to a whisper borne on ragged wings.  A plaintive cry echoed by mouths of dead stone that awoke me from my nightmares.

        And so, no one ever saw me, no one knew I existed, until one day, when he came.
 
 

*

        The sun dappled my face with gold flecks as I walked the leafy forest floor. Silence was my only companion who was sometimes accompanied by the sweet trills of birds he gathered in his empty arms.  Then, the soft crunch of leaves behind me, and silence fled.  I turned around and beheld a young man.  He was so beautiful.  Someone I wanted to be.  Yet, in his darkened azure eyes I glimpsed the falling rain as he gazed at me.  "You should leave that prison," he said.  I was taken aback, wondering how he knew.  He took my cold hand in his warm one.  "I’ve known for a long time," he said sadly.
        The young man would come and see me every day.  Dusk would glimmer on the canopy of entwined branches and jade leaves, until the moon sailed in amongst the stars, and its blind white eye was inspired as he told me stories of conquests,  adventure, dragons, kingdoms, princesses and crowns.  I could smell a thousand summers in his golden hair, ruffled by the wind as he galloped on his silvery white horse to these magical lands.  My heart ached in its unfathomable coldness. How had he come to live my dreams? I had dreams of adventure.  I would conquer dragons and win princesses.  The world would be mine to explore.
"Come on an adventure with me.  I have so much to show you," the young man pleaded.
"I can’t…" I whispered and drew away, back to my tower.  From the hooded window, I watched him walk away.  He was a sight to see, the moonlight etching his lean and muscular form in silver.  No doubt he had swum many rivers and lakes, even the sea.  I am afraid of the water, I am afraid I will drown.
        Many moons passed, and I waited.  But, he never came back.  In night’s shadow, I was alone again, left in the silver rain that was always falling.  I looked up at the moon, crying in its returned blindness and my heart turned to stone.
 
 

*

        Darkness roamed wraithlike, its cavernous eyes and twisted hands possessing every inch of my being until all I could see was the dark.  The nights became blacker, colder, and the moon hung over me like a ghostly vulture.  Only sleep was merciful.  It closed my eyes and made me forget, but even in its dreamscape, blanketed with its soft earth, nightmares hungered for me.

        I shivered now, in the sun, and it was there in the shadows that he found me again.

        "What do you want?" I bit out, brooding in my darkness.  He shone so brightly, that I almost couldn’t see.  Disregarding my hostility, he smiled happily.
"I have returned victorious.  Such an adventure to tell you!"
"Did you conquer another dragon?" I smiled bitterly.
"Well, no, not exactly, but it is a tale you would like to hear."
And this, is the tale he told.
 
 

*

        In a kingdom many leagues from here, a king wandered his palace with a heavy heart.  What sorrow bound him to an endless night, no one knew, except for this, "So far away you cannot fathom it, so high, you cannot climb it, there is a mountain.  In this mountain there lies a lake, and in this lake there is an island and on the island there is a church, and in the church, there is a well, and in the well, swims a golden swan...Find what I have lost, and you shall have your heart's desire."  There are those that tried in vain to find what the king had lost, but all returned weary and empty handed.  One night, the beautiful princess stole out of the castle.  She raised her blue eyes to the one lit room high above.  "I will find what you have lost father, for I have lost it too," and she rode away on her horse.

        The princess never returned.
 
 

*

        Days and nights I journeyed in search of this mountain.  On the way,  I came across a bird with a broken wing and nursed it back to health.
"Oh thank you! I will never forget what you have done for me," the bird chirped and   it flew away, a silhouette against the sun.
        While resting by a stream, I found a fish out of water.  It spluttered and choked as I hungrily picked it up.
"Please don’t eat me! I will repay you some way in the future if you throw me back in the water!" the fish gurgled.
My stomach growled angrily in protest, but I threw the fish back into the stream where it plunged the depths with a "Thank you! You won’t regret this!" and a flick of its tail.
        Winter soon blew its icy breath and spread its cloak of snow across the land.  Stark and naked trees stood frozen, their branches imploring the sullen skies.  At their feet, my horse died, white as the snow she took her last breath in.  I was cold and hungry, but most of all, tired.  I fell asleep and was awoken by something warm and wet on my face.
        It was a huge, silver grey wolf licking my cheeks.  I jumped up and backed away in fear, and was even more surprised when it spoke in a soft voice.
"Please, do not be afraid.  I will not harm you.  I only ask if I may eat your horse.  I have not eaten in a long time, and the winter grows colder and the land more barren."
I hesitated, then saw death looming near in the gentle wolf’s eyes and sighing, I said, "Eat as much as you want."
The wolf ate and ate until my horse was nothing but bones shining in the pale winter light.
"Thank you my friend, because you have returned strength and life to this weak body, I will help you.  What is it that you seek?" the wolf asked.
"A mountain, so far away you cannot fathom it, so high you cannot climb it…" and I told the wolf of my quest for what the king had lost.
"I have heard of this mountain, and know where it lies.  Climb onto my back and I will take you there."
        Time rushed by as fast as the wind and stars that wheeled in the sky.  Ever onward, the wolf ran until, in the horizon where the sun sinks its golden head, we saw the mountain.  It was so high, its peak buried in the clouds.
"How will I climb it?" I despaired.
"Ah, who says we have to climb it?" the wolf replied.  It sniffed around the foot of the mountain which was covered by a tangled growth of brush and shrubs.  I followed the wolf to a certain spot where it had stopped.  "Here," it nodded.
        I hacked away at the tenacious growth with my sword and revealed a door of stone.  Its cold facade froze my hands as I strained and pushed against its stubborn refusal to move.  I was stronger though, and it opened with a crunching groan.  It was dark inside the mountain, but in the distance, I could see a small opening of light.  With the wolf close by my side, I ran towards it.
        Darkness receded and there it was, the lake.  Its waters lapped the shore of a small island where a humble church stood.  I smiled at the wolf.  Our bodies broke the serene face of the lake and we swam to the island.  The church windows gazed emptily at us, its door shut tight and locked.
"Up there," the wolf said sadly.  I looked up, and beyond our reach, near the mountain’s peak, I saw the metallic flash of a key.
"How will I get it?" I despaired.  I was answered by a merry chirping.  A bird took the key in its beak and dropped it in my hands.
"I will never forget what you did for me," the bird sang and it flew away.
        I hastily fit the key in the lock and opened the church door.  In the middle of its cobbled floor sat a well.  I hurried excitedly towards it, and looked down into its watery bowels.  Gliding on its smooth surface was a golden swan, its graceful head nestled in feathers that shone like the sun.  Something dangled around its sleek neck.  I reached down and gently grasped hold of its warm body.   Instantly, it flapped its wings in panic, slipping out of my eager hands.  The thing that was tied around its neck, broke off and sank into the well.
"Oh no…" I whispered.
"Never fear, I said I would repay you in some way," a voice gurgled and there was a  flick of a silver tail.  Arcing out of the well and through a shower of water drops, something glittered and was caught in the wolf’s paws.
"At last," the wolf breathed in happiness and tears fell from its eyes.  I watched in awe as its silvery grey fur fell away and crumpled at a pair of dainty feet like an abandoned cloak. And there, before me, with skin of cream, hair of gold and laughing eyes as blue as the skies, was the beautiful princess.
"Thank you my friend for helping me find what my father and I had lost…I had traveled far and wide in search of this mountain, but to no avail.  When I felt I could go no further, I met a witch.  She told me where the mountain was, but I had to pay a terrible price.  She transformed me into a wolf.  ‘Only when you have found what you seek will you regain your former self’  So, I found the mountain, but could not reach the key to open the church…"
 
 

*

        "I have heard enough," I interrupted the young man’s story.  "I know what happens next.  You returned to the kingdom and gave whatever it was to the king and received your heart’s desire, the beautiful princess."
"You are wrong, my friend," the young man said softly.  "Do you not want to know what the king and princess had lost?  Do you not want to know how the tale ends?"
I turned my head away.  "I am sick of your tales," I spat.  They only sadden me.
"Why do you have the adventure, while I, the cold stone?" How did you come to live my dreams?
"My friend, I heard your cry," the young man said.  My cry?
"Libera me, you said, free me…" Libera me…How?
"Here is what the king and princess lost," the young man said sadly, and something glittered and arced in the air like a falling star.  I opened my hand and caught it. My fingers closed around it tightly.
"Only you can end the tale…" the young man smiled, and he walked away into the darkness.
Wait…How did you come to live my dreams?
My friend, I am your dreams.
Light embraced me, and I wept.
 
 

*

        My dreams let go of me and I tumbled out of sleep.  I opened my eyes reluctantly, seeing the expanse of blank grey stone, shrouding my thoughts.  Framed by the hooded tower window was a golden swan.  I remembered. Fly, far far away from here, my swan, so no one will ever find you.
        Something was in my hand.  It was a key.  I walked to the tower’s stone door, and fit the key in the lock.  Twisting it, the door groaned on its cob-webbed hinges and opened.  I walked down the tower steps, echoes light, into the trickling liquid warmth of a sun I had only seen through a hooded window since I had come to live in the tower.  I ran, through the tangle of forest, the wind singing in my ears.  I was going to live my dreams.
Ah, my friend, my heart’s desire was not the princess.  It was your freedom.
 
 

*

        In a kingdom many leagues from here, a king ceased his wandering and he left the endless night, and a beautiful princess jumped in joy and happiness.  They had both found what they had lost, what they had missed.  He had come back.
A son.
A brother.
A prince.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

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28 Feb 200145 Yifat shaik
beautiful tale, it has a real fearytale feel to it... but then all of your stuff is beautiful...
18 Apr 200145 Tamsin isles
well, for one, i think the title was an exceptionally good choice to go with the story. i think someone said above that they thought the beginning was over written, but i don't agree. i think that you have to set a certain mood, and sometimes the opening few paragraphs are the best place to do that. you mix in this feeling of loneliness and magic. and the colours! when ever i read your stories my mind just bubbles over with colours and light. you'll have to teach me how to do that! it's something i tried to capture in my latest story, but i don't think i capture it quite like you do. your's is a rare gift indeed. and why do my comments always end up being so long winded?? sorry...Coming from Miss Talent herself, I'm happy that you think the start isn't too overdone. I started to worry about it, and even thought of cutting out a lot, but as I said before, I couldn't. The mood would be ruined. I really needed to show how alone and depressed this character was. I never really thought of colours...But whatever I write, I see first. My mind is one long movie...hehe.
1 May 2001:-) Dave R. McGrogan
This is beautiful, beautiful, beautiful. Your prose has such a lyrical, poetic quality to it - probably something to do with being such a talented poet? 12 This was almost impossibly affecting. Kind of melodramatic and romantic, but in a good way. A very good way. I was pulled in. *Grins* Thank You Dave, You're good for my ego 12 I'm entering this into a short story competition...Hope it does well, Hope the judges are like you! hehehe 12
13 May 2001:-) Allene Henderson
...i believe for once in my life I am speechless
18 May 2001:-) Krystal Chunaco
*applauds* Bravo! Oh that was truly a wonderful fable! It left me with goosebumps. I took latin in High School so your title drew me to this immediately. I love your imagery and how you wove the threads of this fable.
4 Jun 200145 Andy Willis
I found this a beautiful and lyrical work of true fantasy. The writer you remind me of is Patricia.A.McKillip, for the way you sustain the high fantasy and the sense of poetry. I love your use of so much natural imagery in your work and the dense, luscious language that, to me, has an enchanted, trancelike quality. It`s quite an achievement.

Love Andy.
7 Oct 200145 Waelinh Irene Thanh (Cheng Hui Ling)a.k.a. Obsidian Dream Shard
I can never get sick of reading this one. It's always been so magickal. *sigh* Wish something like that happened to me. I've been stuck in a rut, trying to finish the prologue of my Crimson jade story...I'll try to have it up as soon as possible. Novel writing can be painful sometimes, but mostly because of the planning and the time it consumes. *sigh* such a lovely fable...
4 Mar 200245 Lisa Ann Eshkenazi
Beautiful.
24 Aug 2002:-) Simon Allan Furlong
I was wondering if I might be able to recieve a copy of this story. My computer is seeming to have a problem with the font(Cant be shure) and I wish to read it dearly. I apoligize for the trouble.
1 Dec 2002:-) Alice Muffin Girl Smith
*nods head* This was wonderful... No more to say.... Have you taken it to a publisher yet?
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'Libera Me - A Fable*':
 • Created by: :-) Esther SP. Buhrman
 • Copyright: ©Esther SP. Buhrman. All rights reserved!

 • Keywords: Dreams, Fable, Fairytale
 • Categories: Magic and Sorcery, Spells, etc.
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