"Would I?" by Joana Andreia Figueiredo

I once told myself, when I was set apart of those I thought that I loved, that one day All Would Envy me, all would regret what they did when they'd see how beautiful and strong I became. But under this beauty lies an obscure soul. I, who caused my family so much pain and sadness, am now currupted. So Would I dare to cause them such a dark feeling as jelousy? I am torn into pieces, if I could go back and change my Past, I am sure things would be the same as they are now. So do I deserve being so beautiful? Well, it depends, they say that sometimes beauty hides evil. But does that apply to me? I am not sure anymore. But I don't want to hurt those who loved me anymore. I need friends, I need someone to support me, I need to apologize for what I did, but I cannot do it all by myself.

Lost in deep thoughts, confused and lost Ninniach took flight from his territory seeking for friends, a new life was awaiting him, but Would He be able to stand it?

u.u(my newest love, this smiley) So as you can see things were not what they looked like. I did say his family had rejected him, but that was what Ninniach thought, but the truth is, that it was him who was rejecting himself. As a foal he caused much sorrow and pain to his supposed loved ones. This does sound confusing but it compliments Ninniach's confused soul(and mine too). So as I wrote up there, behind his beautiful feathers, a dark being lies. Now the question is: Will he be able to forget the Past and move on? Lets wait and see.

Thank you all for your sugestions for his name, as you can see I choose Ashley's, Ninniach means Rainbow in Elven. Thanks Ashley and all the others!

| August 2006, colored pencils |