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Sam ´Zephyri´ Hogg

"If Heaven Was..." by Sam ´Zephyri´ Hogg

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Deep breath... I really don’t know where to start with this piece...

Every now and again in life, you will come across someone who really understands you, who sees the world in the same way you do. You may only meet them briefly, you may know them all your life, but they inspire something in you, sparks something that leaves a flame burning for a long time after.

I knew such a man once. He won me over with the first sentence he spoke, and I came to respect him more than I have anyone else in my life. He opened my eyes to the gift I have and taught me to look at the world through the eyes of an artist. I think he alone saw the potential that lurked beneath a young girl’s scribblings, though I wasn’t ready to appreciate it then, he helped mould me into what I am now. In return, I worked ceaselessly to make him proud, and would have gone to the ends of the earth to see that smile on his face that said I’d met his expectations.

He passed away suddenly nearly five years ago, and I had not seen him for two years when it happened. I read of his death in the paper, and since that moment of utter disbelief, every time I have picked up a pencil or laid down a stroke with a paintbrush his memory burns brighter. The fire he lit has become a raging inferno, but it is tempered with regret. I regret never thanking him, even though I perhaps never realised what he had given me until death stole him from me. Now I think of him constantly nd miss him more than the crudeness of words can express. I feel his presence is strongest when I look at the stars, as I like to think when they twinkle that little bit brighter, that is his way of telling me he knows. I don’t think I’ll ever meet such a man again. To his dragon, I was but a simple fairy. And still am.

So this piece is a reflection of all that... the desire to put to paper that which keeps the fire of inspiration burning in me. So if heaven was a well of wishes, my first would be a simple thank you.

Thanks Mr D, wherever you are...

Thanks to the moderator who picked this for their daily choice, if I had to choose any of my pictures for recognition, it would be this one.

And thank you all for your lovely comments. Laying my pain and innermost wishes bare not only for the viewing of others, but for myself, has been an emotional process. But in the end I have found myself touched by the level of support and interest this picture has gathered. My deepest graditude, you all continue to be a source of great inspiration too.


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18 Jul 200645 Leah
It's a sort of bittersweet blessing to meet such a person, and I often forget that it's even a blessing at all, after losing someone so dear... until I see something like this.

I see symbolism here that you may not have even consciously put there, and some you probably did. From a stranger: I hope that his memory burns on for you, but that it doesn't burn you up. I hope that the memory keeps being fuel for your creativity. A lot of people are consumed by it, but your ability to create this and tell the story expresses that you're stronger.

This is a beautiful piece.
1 Sep 2006:-) Jennifer Anne Krull
Amazing. I loved how the pictured grabbed me. At first, it just seemed to be another very pretty fairy picture - but then I saw the dragon in the lake. Wow! They seem so different, yet that small touch seems to cross worlds and show them as kindred spirits. Thank you so much for sharing your inspiration for this with us. Only a beautiful soul could create something this wonderous.
20 Dec 200645 Anonymous
Amazing...just amazing. With the tale and everything the image portrays, I think it's simply amazing... Sorry, babbling, I just wanted you to know that I think this is one of the most beautiful and touching things I've seen in a long time. Never stop. Please?
27 Jul 2007:-) Joanna "nerulean" Piancastelli
Wow. I come to this picture late in the day, but it is beautiful, and the story behind it so deeply moving. Thank you for sharing this with the world.
8 Sep 2007:-) David Michael
Truly beautiful and touching. I particularly love the dragon beneath the glassy starwater.
20 Sep 200745 Elflover
OMg*sobbing hystericly* I FEELLLLL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD!!!!! You are a great artist, and a great writer. I feel horrible, and sad, and mad, and... Im probally just speaking jibberish, but *Cry of anguish* i cant think of anything else to say but... YOU ROCK!
23 Nov 200745 Anuka
five words--simply out-of-this-world. I'm crying...i'm CRYING!! beautiful, truly poetry painted. Anuka
7 Nov 2008:-) Samantha valintine viljoen
i love the meaniing and im so sure he knows that you are thankful .
2 Aug 200945 Lea Taranto (aspiring writer)
I fully understand what you mean how there are people in the world you stumble across but once in a lifetime and who forever change you. I, being different than you, will never know your anguish yet I know the man you speak of is most definitely beaming in the heavens. You have worked magic with your art, there is poignant symbolism, mastery of craft and your soul in an image, dark sorrow tainted with bright fay hope. Yes dragons are great masters of lore, but fairies have a magic all there own. We all need one another to exist.11
14 Sep 2009:-) Carolin Ziep
I love the atmosphere of this picture so much, it touches something deep inside of me ... I wonder, is it possible to buy a print from you? I would love to have this on my wall. Please let me know if you sell prints!
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'If Heaven Was...':
 • Created by: :-) Sam ´Zephyri´ Hogg
 • Copyright: ©Sam ´Zephyri´ Hogg. All rights reserved!

 • Keywords: Death, Dragon, Fairy, Ghosts, Heaven, Inspiration, Magic
 • Categories: Dragons, Drakes, Wyverns, etc, Dream Imagery, Faery, Fay, Faeries, Ghosts, Ghouls, Aparitions
 • Techniques: Coloured Pencils
Modpick •  Mod Pick at: 2004-11-25 11:29:10
 • Submitted: 2004-11-19 13:35:31
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 • Resolution: 638x850

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