Caitlin E Wesch

http://www.flickr.com/photos/12648812@N06/1434265654/sizes/l/

The girl in that pic is my avatar.

Hello there! My name is Caitlin and I am very shy, but I try to be nice anyway!

I like anime and Taco Bell. I write mostly fiction, but I do draw. If I had a scanner I would put my drawings on here!

I have no friends at high school because I am so shy and no-one talks to me. I'm trying to change!

I am 150 pounds (fat, I know), I am 5' 7'', I lift weights at school so I can get muscles (spelled wrong, I know.) I run faster than everyone else in my weight lifting class, but I lag behind on purpose so I don't look like a show off. I have shoulder-length curly goldish hair (it's not brown or red or blonde, and is real shiny, arrgh, I don't know what to do with it.) I wear glasses, and I support the fact that girls with glasses will one day rule the world. I have brown eyes and a 38C bra. (You: WTF!)

I am "emo", but I don't realy like stereotypes. I don't cut all the time, but I do once in awhile, because I am lonely and bored out of my mind in my trailer home. I am "smart" but not that smart. People call me a nerd.

I am 15 years old, a freshman. I like all kinds of music. I like country, hip hop, dance, reggaeton, J-Pop/ J-Rock, rap, emo, rock, metal, punk, classical, opera, and basically anything else I listen to.

I still collect My Little Pony, even though  I am way too old for it. I like the old 80's my little pony TV show, but not the modern movies.

I like to read books and write books. I have 400 books at home. I have ideas for 50 novels that I want to write. I draw manga, and people say that I'm good at it, but I'm not really that great.

Overall, I am a very sad person trying to make something of herself. Alone. With no-one else to talk to. No friends in real life except for my family. It feels like hell, but I'm trying to get through it without killing myself.

I am too shy to ever be the first person to make convo, and I've ruined every other friendship I've started because I have a phobia about talking over the phone, so it's tecnically MY FAULT. But it doesn't help when people yell "eeeemmmooo" at me in the halls, whisper behind my back about me where I can HEAR THEM, and stare at me like they hate me.

I plan to put some of my stories and poems on here for you guys to read, but for now you can read one of my stories called "Suicide Lollipop" at http://www.quizilla.com

Search for "Suicide Lollipop"

BIGGEST SECRET: (Don't tell nobady! :) )

I have attempted suicide before, and they sent me to rehab for four weeks because of it. 

My imaginary best friend is the girl in this picture:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/15570017@N07/2412114730/

We love cats!

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Date Name Comment   13 Oct 2008 Denise Barbara Preiml Loading... Thank you for your nice comment! Caitlin E Wesch replies: "Your Welcome! I love what ya do. " 28 Oct 2008 Courtney Sandnas Loading... I AM SORRY! i wont do it again! 3 Nov 2008 Anna "Soulredeemer" Christiano Loading... I LOVE MAXIMUM RIDE!!!!!!! Okay, hyper moment’s over. Thanks for all your encouraging comments, they make me feel happy. I used to be really shy too, but I’m becoming more outgoing. You have such a sad story, but I’ll bet you’re a really great person, and I hope it all works out for you! Caitlin E Wesch replies: "I LOVE Maximum Ride too. I always wanted to have wings, but I think I’d make a better Whitecoat. *nerdy moment of writing notes* I’m a big commenter, I just find random pictures and comment! I’m glad i found your pictures, they’re great, better than what I can do. I’m going to survive my life, but I just feel empty in there, like I wouldn’t care no matter what happened. " 11 Nov 2008 Alessandra J. Bennett Loading... 150?!?!?!?! that ain’t fat..... Of course girls with glasses will rule. I will lead them!.... since I’m apparently going to take over the world. Now.... about that manga thing, I have no clue if I could do it. Although my cuz thinks I’m great with manga, I’m not really that great. I need a ton more practice with actual manga/comic pages. If that was a legit offer, I do hope you could consider me, but be forewarned, I won’t bend over backwards to get it. Yeah, your story sounds awfully familiar. Well, it would have been, but I was blessed with some lovely friends.... who all graduated last year.... Shyness in highschool doesn’t help... but changing yourself is a lot harder. I should know... 22 Nov 2008 JohnnyDee Loading... hey Caitlin, wassup? Danita says hi, love and miss you, have you read ’Twilight’, she loved it! thats feels good to get off her chest! When are you coming to Las Vegas again? Say hey to all the folks up your way, we all miss you out here. Caitlin E Wesch replies: "........ I’m not a big fan of vampire stories, but if I ever get the chance, I would like to read Twilight anyway, see if I like it. Someday, I’ll manage to get art posted on here... *sighs*" 24 Nov 2008 El stupido Loading... DIE!!! Caitlin E Wesch replies: "Buzz off! .... Just ignore her. She is one of my multiple personalities and always bugs me. " 26 Nov 2008 Lucy G Bert Loading... HI! I wear glasses too, I love ’em, they’re my fashion accessory! Caitlin E Wesch replies: "Woot! Meganekkos! .....glasses moment..... ...calls Sarah Palin.... ....finishes Trig homework..." 1 Jan 2009 Silvia Meiliani Loading... HAPPY NEW YEAR, Caitlin! And I hope this year you won’t be sad anymore^^ 23 Jan 2009 Silvia Meiliani Loading... Hi, Caitlin! I saw in other page you want to send something? I’ll be waiting if you will^^ 15 Feb 2009 Kaylee butterfly princess Hall Loading... 15 really! i’m around that age to, but older! *smile* ps you should check my page out! Page: [1] 2

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