Caitlin E Wesch

http://www.flickr.com/photos/12648812@N06/1434265654/sizes/l/

The girl in that pic is my avatar.

Hello there! My name is Caitlin and I am very shy, but I try to be nice anyway!

I like anime and Taco Bell. I write mostly fiction, but I do draw. If I had a scanner I would put my drawings on here!

I have no friends at high school because I am so shy and no-one talks to me. I'm trying to change!

I am 150 pounds (fat, I know), I am 5' 7'', I lift weights at school so I can get muscles (spelled wrong, I know.) I run faster than everyone else in my weight lifting class, but I lag behind on purpose so I don't look like a show off. I have shoulder-length curly goldish hair (it's not brown or red or blonde, and is real shiny, arrgh, I don't know what to do with it.) I wear glasses, and I support the fact that girls with glasses will one day rule the world. I have brown eyes and a 38C bra. (You: WTF!)

I am "emo", but I don't realy like stereotypes. I don't cut all the time, but I do once in awhile, because I am lonely and bored out of my mind in my trailer home. I am "smart" but not that smart. People call me a nerd.

I am 15 years old, a freshman. I like all kinds of music. I like country, hip hop, dance, reggaeton, J-Pop/ J-Rock, rap, emo, rock, metal, punk, classical, opera, and basically anything else I listen to.

I still collect My Little Pony, even though  I am way too old for it. I like the old 80's my little pony TV show, but not the modern movies.

I like to read books and write books. I have 400 books at home. I have ideas for 50 novels that I want to write. I draw manga, and people say that I'm good at it, but I'm not really that great.

Overall, I am a very sad person trying to make something of herself. Alone. With no-one else to talk to. No friends in real life except for my family. It feels like hell, but I'm trying to get through it without killing myself.

I am too shy to ever be the first person to make convo, and I've ruined every other friendship I've started because I have a phobia about talking over the phone, so it's tecnically MY FAULT. But it doesn't help when people yell "eeeemmmooo" at me in the halls, whisper behind my back about me where I can HEAR THEM, and stare at me like they hate me.

I plan to put some of my stories and poems on here for you guys to read, but for now you can read one of my stories called "Suicide Lollipop" at http://www.quizilla.com

Search for "Suicide Lollipop"

BIGGEST SECRET: (Don't tell nobady! :) )

I have attempted suicide before, and they sent me to rehab for four weeks because of it. 

My imaginary best friend is the girl in this picture:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/15570017@N07/2412114730/

We love cats!

Guestbook for Sashadahna

Date Name Comment   10 Dec 2008 Phoebe L E Wood Loading... Oh right. Yeah. okay. Well I do wear black - cos it makes me look slimmer and I do wear eyeliner - cos it makes my eyes look better, but i don’t do it to attract attention. The emo part of me is something that I prefer to hide from other people - one gets by much more easily with a happier exterior, regardless of the emotional interior.. Caitlin E Wesch replies: "U can wear whatever you want!.......People generally just look me over as ugly without taking the time to find out whether I’m happy or sad. " 10 Dec 2008 Phoebe L E Wood Loading... I also said something about Sarah Palin which I can’t remember....something about her bad television coverage in the UK.... Caitlin E Wesch replies: "She is my heroine, if you diss her. I SWEAR...." 10 Dec 2008 Phoebe L E Wood Loading... Oh yeah. And I Looooooooooooooooooooooooooove anime. Loads. Caitlin E Wesch replies: "Anime!!! Yay! .... maybe someday, I’ll put artwork on here... *sigh*" 10 Dec 2008 Phoebe L E Wood Loading... I also HATE the P.E thing. I still get flashbacks of when I was eight ...and i talked to this cat....and everyone laughed.....it probably wasn’t even that bad but I just can’t stand embarassment. And I am soooo rubbish at P.E .....anything that involves a ball or running or anything, I just can’t fo it. Caitlin E Wesch replies: "P.E. is comparable to torture in my opinion. I mean, I can bench 40 and DB 35, but... I still am embarassed about half the time. And talking to animals is healthy. They have deep souls , too. " 10 Dec 2008 Phoebe L E Wood Loading... Sorry that I posted about a million posts. Caitlin E Wesch replies: "Dat’s ok." 12 Dec 2008 Phoebe L E Wood Loading... I wouldn’t dare dis your heroine.... she just did get bad coverage in the UK. Caitlin E Wesch replies: "...........^^; !!! k....." 12 Dec 2008 Phoebe L E Wood Loading... "the world isn’t all bad" ??? Have you met the world? Caitlin E Wesch replies: "The world isn’t all bad, but the people in it are. That’s what I meant. If we can shut our inner darkness away, then we can pull away from the bad crowd and be our own people. ........But, as Ansem said, at the heart of every human dwells pure darkness. We just need to learn to create light for our own worlds. " 1 Jan 2009 Silvia Meiliani Loading... HAPPY NEW YEAR, Caitlin! And I hope this year you won’t be sad anymore^^ 23 Jan 2009 Silvia Meiliani Loading... Hi, Caitlin! I saw in other page you want to send something? I’ll be waiting if you will^^ 15 Feb 2009 Kaylee butterfly princess Hall Loading... 15 really! i’m around that age to, but older! *smile* ps you should check my page out! Page: [1] 2 3

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