I looked up at the stars that icecold autumn evening.. There was no question.. The stars were set right for the last journey home.. I did not have the right clothing for this excursion to this old forest.. Night was falling and so was the temperature.. Somewhere below zero Celsius centigrades.. I only had a thin sweater and my trusty blanket with me.. I did not know why I had taken that moonstone with me, but now I knew.. No struggle for it was time.. Last thing I did was to write two messages on my cell.. One to the woman that had taken care of our shared love til then, my beloved Ulvr.. And one to my sword and sangine brother; the two people closest to me at that time, saying: "I love You.." Slowly freezing, with cold tears icing down my cheek and the moonstone in my hand I laid down.. Scared to death but focused I surrendered my last breath to the almighty..
I found myself in the vaccum of space and a voice asked me with fractals and symbols:
"-Why have you returned here?"..
I replied "-I am ready.."
"-Ready to leave? So why did you send those messages then?"
"-Because I love them.."
"-Precisely, so why are you here?"
By then I remembered what is important once again.. I love too many to just leave them behind.. I mean something to them and they mean the world to me.. I still have a lot of love to give.. Fabricio.. Not yet.. Rise!! And as I came back into my body and felt the pain of my almost deep frozen and stiff body I slowly started moving.. One finger at a time..
My life dramatically changed once again after this experience.. The frequency on which my light vibrates had been altered once again.. Ever wondered how it comes that near death experiences have such a great impact on life if you come back? Now you know.. You trial yourself..
Sometimes I wonder though if my body is still lying out there in that forest and this experience is just a dream..
The runes are old nordic ones (400-800 A.D.), written in ancient scandinavian and read a verse from the Völuspá of the ancient Eddukvæði:
Þá kemr Hlínar
harmr annarr fram,
er Óðinn ferr
við ulf vega
A Second Suffering,
for Lin then comes,
as Odin goes to
confront the wolf